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Hey, guys. This is :iconxxsilent-painxx:. I somehow came across my cousin's old journal with his account information inside.
After I logged into it, I saw the messages from different deviants, asking if he was dead or just gone away....

I need to put those questions to rest. For Daniel's sake.

Yes. My cousin is dead. He died fighting for the woman he loved. Defending her name, really.

Thank you all for being there for him. He deserved it. I know he did.

Now he's there for us all.



-Azyr
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sammoflange.



That is all.
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Though it takes a bit longer for me to type, I still believe you deserve a check in over me.

I can't draw any longer. No matter what I try, nothing feels right and I can't remember how I did everything. It kills me. And I don't know why. I just woke up in a hospital bed with some woman looking over me.

I can't remember anything, actually. All I remember is this little dark room with bright lights flashing...

Anyway. I just wanted to let you know how I was. I cannot speak, cannot draw or write, and cannot remember why.

I love you, Jamie. Hopefully I will be back soon.
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And it is very cold.


'Ello there, my friends. How have you been lately? I apologize dearly that I have failed to update in a while, but...under certain circumstances...

Anyway, I'm in a hospital right now, my throat and eye stitched up and my wrist gone bollocks. Well, at least I can type this.

I apologize again to those that gave me requests. I should of had them drawn by now.
But I don't expect them to be posted any time soon...

And, my premium is already almost up. Sod. I'm an idiot.

I have limited time on right now, since I have to have x-rays done on my hand, but overall, I'm okay. Can't use the old voice, though. It hurts to make any noise whatsoever. I told my doctors this, so they'll finish off what the plane's wings started and eliminate the whole thing.

Fun.

I love you, Jamie, and hopefully I shall be back when I can.



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I was tagged by my lovely rose, :iconm0lten-r0se: So now, I believe I must concede. I tag my cousin, :iconxxsilent-painxx: and her friend, :iconzeppelinthemonster:

Name:  Daniel Silas Shepard. Nicknames: Isykol, Isy, Toxic, Britboy, and sometimes the 'Headshot Master.' Please, don't ask. XD

Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
Height: Don't ask me. I haven't an idea.
Age: 17

Sexual Orientation: Straight.

Favorite colour(s): Blue, Black, Silver, and Red.
Relationship status: Taken by the amazing and beautiful xXjamiedemonfoxXx

Shoe Size: Well...that is..odd to say. My feet are large...and I would rather not delve into that...for reasons..

Location: Right now? In a hotel.

Are you a Virgin?:  Yes. At least, the last time I checked.

What makes you happy?: My love, Jamie, drawing, playing videogames, making my own dubstep...

Do you miss someone?: Jamie when I can't reach her.

Biggest fear: Please. My biggest fear has already been realized. I don't believe it can get any worse.

Have you ever held hands with someone in a car?: No. Well, I held my mum's hand on the way to the dentist when I was six, but I think that was about it.

Coke or Pepsi: Coca cola.

How many pets do you own?: Two. A hedgehog named Ramzi (who is currently under the care of my cousin) and an owl named Karozyne back with my friend in Britain. I need to check on him, too...hmm

Christmas or Halloween: Hallow's Eve. Something about the darkness and horror is very attractive to me.

Favorite flower: Roses. I love them so much that I nickname the people I love after them.

Do you have more male or female friends?: Internet friends.

Do I Smoke/Drink: No, though my father tried to hook me into the darkness of drugs....:/

Ever watched porn?: Shagging scenes in movies. That's it, if it counts.

Have Tattoos/Piercings: I have a ring in the cartilage of my right ear, but that's it.

Want Tattoos/Piercings: Perhaps a tattoo of Jamie's name...

Have you ever been camping?: No. Didn't grow up with a very camp-friendly father.

Hot Cheetos or Hot Fries: CHEETOS! BLOODY HELL, THOSE THINGS ARE DELICIOUS.

You're locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?: I've never kissed anyone but my mum, and she's gone..so...:iconforeveraloneplz:

Ever kissed someone of the same sex?: Bloody hell, no.

Favorite Movie: Zombieland, because of my cousin.

Has anyone told you that they never want to lose you?: My father.

Favorite Song: Panic! At the Disco: I write Sins, not Tragedies.

Are you happy?: Somewhat. I have Jamie, but I can't always talk to her.

Are you the oldest, middle, or youngest?: Only.

Do you have trust issues?: Yes. I don't trust other guys.

Ever felt replaced?: Yes.

Favorite Singer: The woman in Paramore.

Showered with someone else?: No. Though I...Nevermind. -///-

I'll love you if: You'll not receive any love back. You're my friend, but I love Jamie very much.

Name 3 people you miss: Jamie, My Mum, and Fennec.

Where are you right now?: A beautiful hotel in the Carribean.

Ever been to a concert?: No. And I would rather not. It's awfully loud.

What phone do you own?: iPhone 4s. Impressive piece of technology it is.

How many kids do you want?: I haven't thought about that..

Currently wanting to see anyone?: Jamie.

Hugs or Kisses: Kisses.

Favorite website: deviantART

Do you always answer your texts?: I try to.

How many siblings do you have?: None.

Relationship with your sibling(s):  

Relationship with your parent(s): Mum is dead, dad's back in the British prison.

Dream Job: Game developer for Valve. Hopefully move to Seattle, with my cousin too. (She's wanting a job with Valve as well.)

Failed a class?: Maths.

Are you lazy?: I try not to be.

Prank called someone?: No

Favorite sport: Paintball and lacrosse.

A description of the girl/boy you like: Beauty, talent, whimsy, confidence.

A description of the person you dislike the most: Corrupted, confused, evil..

Last time you cried: ...

Allergic to: Bastards and people like mine and Jamie's fathers. Especially those that lay a hand on her.

Do you have any "rules" about food?: 'Try not to eat too much'. I hate when I binge.

Are you stubborn?: Slightly.

Have you ever asked anyone out?: Yes. Well, virtually.

What you hate the most about work/school: School: ...need I say anything, really... Work: The bastards that think they are allowed to mess with me when I am trying to make a living.

What the last text message you received says: "There's a new update for your phone out." Brilliant.

Does anyone hate you?: I bloody well hope not.

Have you ever been called a tease?: Yes.

Do you sing in the car?: Only if I feel like it.

Can you swim?: Yes.

Are you "Tumblr Famous"?: What is a Tumblr?

Do you wish you could fly?: Yes.

Worst part of a relationship?: Distance.

What are you supposed to be doing right now?: Being in a 'family meeting' with my Aunt Patricia. I think not.

Your childhood career choice: The Doctor of Doctor Who.

Your favorite ice cream flavor: Cosmo....Cosmopoli...what is it called...

Do you like to cuddle?: Yes, Whenever I can.

Would you rather go the rest of your life watching t.v or listening to music?:  Music.

Morning or Night: Night

Favorite chocolate: Chocolate straight from Germany.

Been lost?: Yes.

Do you believe in love?: Absolutely.

What are you listening to right now?: Treasure by Flyleaf.

Do you own a car?: Yes. An old Mini Cooper that belonged to my mother.

Do you have a job?:  I work normally at my uncle's.

Has anyone ever cheated on you?: ....I hope not. XD

Have you ever cheated on anyone?: No. I've never been in a long enough relationship TO cheat on anyone. And I wouldn't even if I had.

Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?: ...

Ever liked someone WAY older/younger than you?: Yes. I'll not say who.

Do you like anybody?: My rose.

Was your last kiss a mistake?: No. It was the last I gave my mum.

Favorite holiday: Valentine's Day. Because it is also my birthday, so..

Been dumped?: Not yet, and hopefully not ever. I guess that's up to Jamie.

Favorite season: Fall

Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?: My cousin...? No. No I would not. That would be...beyond weird.

Do you sing in the shower?: Yes...

Do you remember the first time you kissed?: I've only made lip-to-cheek contact with my mum. That's about it.

Where & who do you want to be with right now?: Cuddling with Jamie. As well as other things. I could make a list, but it would be long.

What are you looking forward to?: Meeting my rose in person.

Do you ever get "good morning"/ "good night" texts from anyone?: No.

Last thing you ate: Food.

Last person you kissed: My mum.

Sexiest person that comes to your mind immediately: Jamie.

*dies*

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